it's been a little second since my last blog post here. i'm back in school finally (took about a year off). my classes are really really easy. I spend maybe two or three hours a week on homework. i'm eating good, living good. the sun is out now, and the days are longer. i only work a little bit and get paid a whole lot. i'm doing okay! i miss a lot of my friends and wish i had more of a social life. i should be seeing some more of them soon, though.

getting better at spanish, but it's pretty hard. struggling with output. i'm too shy to speak as much as i should. maybe wanna try italki but i'd rather save my money. my spanish class is absolutely useless with a terrible no good professor which is really awesome - _ -

this quarter without school has been weirdd! i thought i would do way more with my time but honestly im being really lazy. it is ok at least im keeping up with gym and spending time with gf.

feel sickish again today. honestly idek whats wrong with me it feels like i just get whole body pain every few weeks and that's the extent of it? whatever. in the middle of reading 'katalin street' by magda szabo. it's very good so far.

okay, i was fine. i went to see chainsaw man and then... i saw it once again yesterday. it's really goooood....

also today is leg day and i'm procrastinating by writing this... i'll feel great once i'm in the gym but omggg getting there is the hardest part. i also just have to clean and do a lot of other stuff i haven't been doing -_- i wanna also read today. so many tasks for myself. i also think today is the day this blog will finally go live ! i have been holding out on publishing it until i know what to fill it with but now i think it's maybe half sufficient.

i started today really slow, woke up at 10am. think i might be getting sick, and it's not a good sign that my gf doesn't feel good either. it's alright, i won't mind getting sick, but it'll suck to be in the theater tomorrow for the chainsaw man movie all sniffly- im hoping we can reschedule, because that doesn't sit right with me. this time of year always beats me down a little bit - it's just too dark, i get really weak. the trees are gorgeous right now but it's really sad to think about how the leaves will be all gone in a month. then, it'll be wet, cold, and dim until march. bleh.....