10.23.2025

i started today really slow, woke up at 10am. think i might be getting sick, and it's not a good sign that my gf doesn't feel good either. it's alright, i won't mind getting sick, but it'll suck to be in the theater tomorrow for the chainsaw man movie all sniffly- im hoping we can reschedule, because that doesn't sit right with me. this time of year always beats me down a little bit - it's just too dark, i get really weak. the trees are gorgeous right now but it's really sad to think about how the leaves will be all gone in a month. then, it'll be wet, cold, and dim until march. bleh.....

10.27.2025

okay, i was fine. i went to see chainsaw man and then... i saw it once again yesterday. it's really goooood....

also today is leg day and i'm procrastinating by writing this... i'll feel great once i'm in the gym but omggg getting there is the hardest part. i also just have to clean and do a lot of other stuff i haven't been doing -_- i wanna also read today. so many tasks for myself. i also think today is the day this blog will finally go live ! i have been holding out on publishing it until i know what to fill it with but now i think it's maybe half sufficient.